I don't even deserve people in my life anymore. I...
I want the real me back..
[[MORE]]This is the first time in my life where I don’t even want to be alive anymore..
I’m fucking done with EVERYTHING. i’M DONE BEING friends with fucking backstabbers and bitches. I’m done with fighting over stupid shit. I’m done not saying what I feel out in the open because once I explode EVERYTHING FUCKING EXPLODES. I hate not having my best friend around and not being able to tell her anything I hate that she hates me I hate that I DON’T...
I hate people.. I hate when people post shit about me and I KNOW it’s about me. It really gets on my nerves cuz gradually I’m trying to make it better but on the other hand I really don’t want to make it better. Why SHOULD I!? I’m done. I give up. I don’t want to fix something that I’m better off not fixing.
I'm so fucking tired..
I’m tired of you not fucking caring and I’m tired of the fucking attitude. Fine don’t be my friend I don’t care anymore. I don’t need anyone in my life who is going to treat me like shit and say shit to me that hurts. I’ll be independent and since we only have one more year of highschool then afterwards you don’t have to fucking “put up” with...
Okay.. so here is what is really bothering me.. I can’t post it on my other account because I don’t want to upset anyone.. 1. I do sooooooooooooo much for you but do you EVER doing anything nice and thoughtful for me? No.. I mean I don’t expect it..but I mean.. sometimes..I would apperciate it.. You buy other people stuff all the time and do things for them..but not me.. I...